Your Program Has a Virus
Rewriting the Subconscious Code That’s Running Your Life
If you don’t like where you are in life—your finances, your relationships, your confidence—it’s not because you’re broken.
It’s because your program is outdated.
Your program is built by:
the environment you grew up in
the people around you
schools, teams, experiences
what you heard modeled and repeated
That program lives in your subconscious, and it’s running your system every single day.
So when things feel stuck?
When you keep defaulting to worry, lack, fear, or self-doubt?
That’s not you.
That’s old software.
The Mind Creates What It Sees
This is why the greats visualize.
Elite athletes don’t just train their bodies—they train their minds.
Before a game, players like Steph Curry visualize shots falling through the net. The mind sees it first, then the body follows.
What the mind sees, it creates.
Catching Myself in the Old Program
Lately, I caught myself slipping back into an old financial program.
I’m rebuilding a lot right now:
restarting a nonprofit
launching a plushie company
selling books on TikTok Shop
rebuilding momentum from scratch
And when things move slowly at the start (because they always do), I notice the old program trying to kick in:
lack, worry, fear, scarcity
That’s when I know—it’s time to rewire.
Not hustle harder.
Not panic.
Reprogram.
So I’m visualizing:
plushies selling
books moving
momentum building
money flowing easily
Because if I don’t consciously choose a new program, my brain will default to the old one.
The Work That Changed My Life
I started this kind of work when I was 25, working with Dee Wallace (yes—the mom from E.T.). She’s also an incredible energy and mindset coach.
She taught me how deeply our old programs run—and how to rewrite them.
I was broke, depressed, anxious, couldn’t sleep, pacing at night, crying all day. My environment, relationships, career—everything felt low.
One day I owed Texas $400.
I had exactly $400 in my bank account.
She told me:
“Send it with a smile. Be grateful you have it. Tell money it’s welcome to come back.”
I did it—terrified.
That weekend, in one single shift, I made over $400.
That was the moment I believed.
Not because it was magic—but because I had shifted the program.
Who I Am Now
Fast forward.
The other day at the DMV, the woman taking my photo said:
“I think you’re the happiest person who’s ever come in here.”
And I said, without thinking:
“I’m alive.”
That’s it.
That’s the reason.
Ten years ago? I would have smiled in the photo—but there would be pain behind it.
Now I laugh all the time. I genuinely feel light.
And when I notice the old program creeping back in, I don’t shame myself.
I interrupt it.
